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May 21, 2003

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Here's a curious e-mail exchange I just had. I still don't know what happened, frankly. (Name blanked out to protect identity; everything else is completely unaltered.)


From: "C------ J------"
To: Ryland <ryland@aboyandhiscomputer.com>
Subject: Reparations


Once again the ignorance of Americans shines through. Yes there are slave records listing every Tribe people were kidnapped from in Africa, what ship they were placed on, who bought and who sold Black men and women in the Western hemsiphere. The "white" race has a penchant for dividing, naming, counting and categorizing whatever IT encounters on the Earth..Thus the Adam mindset. As far as the arguments that African Americans bear the burden of proof as to their authenticity of being a decendant of slavery, if by visual means ones'' skin tone does not fit the American ideal, the lack of an accent (readily discernable from outside the shores of America), and no pass port are present...then WHAT more proof does one need? Our family history has been researched and documented. We also are decendants of the great Cherokee people and thus entitled to reclaiming stolen land in Georgia. Visit some web-sites which feature the inventions and contributions of African Americans. Learn the true history of why America is the wealthiest nation on Earth (to Date).I assure you it is not because of the i contributions of any Euro's. The mark of European pressence can clearly be seen in aggression, ignorance and denial. Consider a hypothetical situation in which your ancestors worked for a corporation for over 300 years and never received wages, with a promise to pay the successive generations. Wouldn't you want to inherit what your ancestors worked hard for? The answer is obvious, though, considering the cultural differences where people of color live based on sharing versus individual greed and ownership. Too little space and not enough time to re-educate you. Are you afraid that African American people would turn the tide and do to you and your ancestors what was done to mine? We are a much more civilized race than you can ever began to imagine. Regardless of wheather there is monetary compensation or not, the injustices of slavery in America, one of the worst in mankinds history on Earth, will be corrected and credit given where credit is due.

From: Ryland <ryland@aboyandhiscomputer.com>
To: "C------ J------"
Subject: Re: Reparations


For what it's worth, I'm not against reparations, but I'm confused why you would e-mail me out of the blue with this diatribe, whatever my position. Do you know me from somewhere? Have we met? Your name and e-mail address don't ring a bell for me.

From: "C------ J------"
To: Ryland <ryland@aboyandhiscomputer.com>
Subject: Re: Reparations


I e-mailed you because you and several uninformed internet users take up time and energy on a subject you know very little about. No...you don't know me personally and you don't need to. But what you do need to do is take off your White blinders and get human. Once again the thought process of side-stepping the issue is apparent in your response. Why you? You represent the mass ignorance and denial which are so prevelant in White America. You don't have to "know" me personally in order to know that as a human being the discussion of reparations is really a mute point. If the United States Government had kept it's word in the first place, this topic would not have found it's way, once again, to the fore front of political debate. But what can one expect from the decendants of those who stole, tricked and murdered their way across the "Americas." The lame excuse of "but my ancestors immigrated here from Europe", is yet another example of denial. The original inhabitants and those that built this society are NOT SATISFIED with the outcomes. Visit this site and see why the discussion is more than just a "diatribe." http://www.bluecorncomics.com/racerpt.htm. Don't worry Ryland....I won't disturb you with any more TRUTH. The "names and addresses" of millions of Africans destroyed in the slave trade and the millions of Native Americans wiped out by invading Europeans probably don't ring a bell either.

From: "C------ J------"
To: Ryland <ryland@aboyandhiscomputer.com>
Subject: Reparations- White priveledge


P.S. Ryland, here is another site you may want to visit and pass along to your confused net-friends regarding why reparations is a volatile issue. This series is currently being shown on the PBS stations and worth viewing or a least researching:
http://www.pbs.org/race/000_General/000_00Home.htm

Of special interest are the essays under "Background Readings". Take a few minutes to read "A Long History of Racial Preferences - For Whites". Also the piece on the Census might shed some light as to why African Americans are STILL angry and demanding to be paid for their labor and recognized for their contributions. Maybe this will ring a few bells for you.

From: Ryland <ryland@aboyandhiscomputer.com>
To: "C------ J------"
Subject: Re: Reparations


The reason I asked who you were is because I don't understand why someone would e-mail a stranger at random and call them an ignorant racist, especially since I'm neither ignorant nor racist. Even if I were, a random stranger calling me names isn't going to change my mind.

As it is, since I'm for reparations, your assumption that I'm against them is baffling, and your assumption that I'm a racist is offensive. Do you think you know everything I'm about because you read a posting on a message board? Do you think two or three sentences sums up the entirety of what I think? Would you want someone to judge the entirety of your life based only on the two e-mails you've sent me?

Again - I'm not against reparations. I'm FOR them. I think there will be problems with how they'll be implemented, and I don't think they'll accomplish what you think they will, but I still agree they should be paid.

From: "C------ J------"
To: Ryland <ryland@aboyandhiscomputer.com>
Subject: Re: Reparations


Case in point. Neither did I call you ignorant or racist. My remarks regarding "ignorant Americans" refers to the mis-education most of White America has received about people of color and their contributions. You chose those words. How can YOU be for something you have no understanding for or about? What makes you think that monetary compensation is all there is to reparations and a solution to what really ails this society? The purpose of this communication is to point out exactly why this discussion does not belong on a message board or in the arena of the general public. "Someone" has already passed judgement and utilized two or three sentences to sum up the initial complaint of non-compensation. Your assumption that I think a few dollars will solve the problem is also erroneous. If you are a "stranger" then perhaps you need to attend to issues that serve your own personal interest and leave the discussion, fact-finding and solutions to those of us that are educated and unbiased. Believe it or not....we do exists.

From: Ryland <ryland@aboyandhiscomputer.com>
To: "C------ J------"
Subject: Re: Reparations


C------ J------ wrote:
> Case in point. Neither did I call you ignorant or racist.

You said: "take off your White blinders and get human." So I'm not human? I'm incapable of human feeling?

You said: "You represent the mass ignorance and denial which are so prevelant in White America." So you're not calling me ignorant, but only claiming that I represent ignorance?

> How can YOU be for something you have no understanding for or about?

Leaving aside for the moment the fact that you have no idea what I understand or don't understand, this is nonsense. I'm not a physicist, but I'm for space travel. I'm not a doctor, but I'm for good health care.

And if there's no way I could possibly understand what you're talking about, why did you bother to write to me?

It just blows my mind that I can agree with you and still be wrong.

From: "C------ J------"
To: Ryland <ryland@aboyandhiscomputer.com>
Subject: Re: Reparations


It seems as though you are the one caught in the spiral of "diatribe." This is exactly why you have no business trying to discuss a topic you have very little understanding about. Claim "freedom of speech" if that makes you comfortable. Soon you will notice a world-wide discussion moving to the forefront as to why the reparations dilemma is such a heated debate.

Perhaps if you were a physicist and understood the ramifications of puncturing holes in Earth's atmosphere (have you noticed the weather lately), you would not blindly support space travel. Perhaps after spending six years in medical school, only to discover it's not really about health care but about developing an over- blown ego,dispensing harmful metals that kill rather than cure and tactics based on intimidation to squeeze money out of people,you wouldn't support that notion either.

You cannot support an issue you do not understand. "Ignorant" means lacking knowledge or comprehension of a thing.If you feel my remarks have been insulting,excuse me,and once again you have proven why there can be no honest dialogue in America. Blinders prevent people from seeing the truth. Are you for doing away with the reservations and allowing my Native American ancestors the right to practice their way of life without interference from the government?

You cannot agree with me because you don't know my position in this society. I did not say you were "wrong" only miseducated and misinformed. To "understand " a thing means you must have a "thorough or technical aquaintance with or expertise " in that area. You stand on the periphery of a problem which has plagued this society for over 600 years. Understanding the origins of such deeply rooted biases can not happen in a few e-mails.

I will thank you, however, for a lively debate and for the opportunity to practice what must be said in a more serious arena, not to imply you are not serious, but simply to say....before you stick your head out of the fox hole, make sure you know what you're aiming at. Peace to you Ryland. Mucking our way through this sensitive issue, in an effort to correct the wrongs of somebody's ignorant ancestors, requires a humaness that exceeds a cognitive aknowledgement and mere lip service. What are you prepared to do about it? Don't bother to answer. 600 years plus have gone by and we still get the same answer.


So... there we are. I guess I'm not allowed to be in favor of reparations. For a while there, I thought being in favor of reparations was a good thing, but apparently my White blinders keep me from understanding the issue.

Comments

Posted by Daniel :: :: :: May 21, 2003 11:54pm
What the fuck???? Who the hell is this person and why did they email you? Who ever they are it sounds like they've got serious problems! Although they seem to be very articulate (save for some serious spelling and grammatical errors), I still think they are nothing more than a well spoken troll. Consider the facts: 1) "Out-of-the-blue" email, 2) Your attempts to reply, even agreeably, are deftly avoided and 3) conveniently left open ended (with insults no less). It's funny too because in my research of trolls I've found that they tend to project their very own symptoms onto their victims. Take for instance the ignorance they refer to in those emails. They themselves are ignoring your concurrence merely to add fuel to your fire. It's a sick and depressing thought that these people exist. But the only thing you can do is ignore them.
Posted by Ryland :: :: :: May 22, 2003 12:11am
If I had known it was a troll, I would have just let it go, but honestly I felt a little stung, being called ignorant and racist.
Posted by martin :: :: :: May 22, 2003 07:59am
So am I going to be punished for not removing the white blinders that prevent me from understanding ignorance and perpetrating humanity? I didn't quite understand that part. Or are my ancestors to be punished for that? Or not removing? Where are we in the time line? If my ancestors are being punished, how far back is that going? I'm scared for my grandparents... they weren't slave-drivers. I can't imagine many of my ancestors were into that sort of thing, really.

But I digress.

This person strikes me as the sort that knows too little language to be actually rhetorical, but who does not want that to stand in the way of their being perceived as eloquent. There are too many errors in word choice, let alone spelling and grammar, to make me take this seriously. If they were talking, it would probably be in the same way that Mike Tyson talks—amusingly exchanging "dinosaur" for "dynasty," or something similar.

As to whether or not it was a diatribe... I got a kick out of the scare-quotes around the "dictionary" definitions. Is this person suggesting these definitions are ironic, rather than fundamental in "the act of making clear and distinct" what it is they are getting at? (See, I can use quotes out of context in my rantings too.)

I would be angry with someone who called me racist, regardless of how solid their founding. I would ask them in what ways I was racist. Upon hearing the sorts of rantings that followed in the subsequent replies (the contradictions, the retraction and denial of retraction, the back-peddling), I would probably do as you did: post to my weblog and move on.

It is hard to say that Blinders—white, black or red—are firmly covering the eyes of one who posts these sorts of ideas to their site and genuinely engages with them. Of course, that might just be my view, resulting (as it does) from the White Blinders of my education.

Cheers,

-me.

P.S. Do space ships really punch holes in the atmosphere? I gathered that they simply passed through it in much the same way we do while walking down here. I don't even want to get started on the doctor thing until this serious threat to our weather is handled!
Posted by Ryland :: :: :: May 22, 2003 09:33am
Followup: I wrote and told her that I was going to post our e-mail exchange here. This is what she wrote back:
Thank you for an interesting and rather stimulating discussion. We are only at the tip of the iceberg regarding this debate. Unfortunately the war in Iraq has preempted more serious issues in the 'homeland'. Keep in touch. I am writing a book and hope to have it published in the near future. I'll let you know when it's available.

If that's her idea of discussion and debate, I wonder what her book is going to be like?
Posted by martin :: :: :: May 22, 2003 10:19pm
I'm seeing... two covers, one for the front, one for the back. And pages... lots of pages. Most of them blank.
Posted by tj :: :: :: May 28, 2003 12:41pm
how can you assume what her idea of a book is? you can't even begin to guess until you technically and thoroughly understand books.
Posted by Sir Craig :: :: :: May 22, 2003 08:31pm
My goodness, people... Welcome to a P.C. trap.

Ryland, I could well imagine that you might feel stung, but if as you say you have said or done nothing to deserve the tired rants of this "victim," the sting should have at best been momentary, if at all. Guilt is one of those things that for years anyone with a single white genome has been told to accept, and perhaps that is what led to the stinging.

But let's face facts: Her racism is no better than anyone else's racism (of course she's racist - she painted White America with the broadest, most tired strokes she could produce). She has long given in to the notion that she is a victim, and to argue otherwise would be foolish and pointless. That she is flat-out wrong will never occur to her because she will never see any opposing viewpoint as anything other than White Oppression.

She will undoubtedly be published, and her book will be the livre du jour for the politically correct set. But it will fade from memory quickly as America focuses on rather more pressing problems (like finding someone that might actually present a challenge to Bush's re-election).

Personally, I gave up guilt a LONG time ago; I laugh when I see the hand-wringing such rants produce among the more liberal. And by the way, reparations are utter and complete crap: Unless you have personally been wronged by the government (such as the Native Amercans or the Asian Americans back in WWII), you deserve nothing. Work like everyone else and stop feeling sorry for yourself.

Maybe she'll see that last paragraph and point and shriek, "SEE?!? THIS IS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!! BLINDERS!!!"

Whatever. Grow up...
Posted by tj :: :: :: May 28, 2003 12:45pm
i think anybody can claim to be a victim of something. blacks can claim to be victims of whites because their ancestors made them slaves. native americans can claim to be vicitims because of the whites taking their land. fat people can claim to be victims because of the amount of food forced upon them by the fast food chains. poor people can claim to be victims because of the money the rich people have. alcoholics can claim to be a victim to a disease. etc. etc.

it comes down to how you handle what you've been dealt. do you bitch about it and feel like you deserve something in return? or do you deal with it and try to make your situation better. i've been pretty lucky in life, but i've still had to work to get where i am. welcome to america, where you can be anything you want ... by WORKING for it.

fucking "victims" my ass.
Posted by Tony :: :: :: Mar 02, 2004 06:15pm
And you really can apply this to everyone. We white conquerors who threw everybody off their land and threw the Africans in chains, for instance. Why did we go and do all that in the first place? Because we were persecuted in Europe for one reason or another. I want my two acres and a mule.
Posted by Peaceandska :: :: :: Jun 05, 2003 08:18pm
"Perhaps if you were a physicist and understood the ramifications of puncturing holes in Earth's atmosphere (have you noticed the weather lately), you would not blindly support space travel."

I thought this comment was particularly amusing. After giving you so much trouble about being 'ignorant', and trying to have an opinion on something you dont know everything about, he tell you not to comment on anything you don't understand. But then he claims to apprently know enough about physics to concoct this rather absurd theory that space travel is the cause of global warming or some other climatic irregularity. This guy is completely ridiculous. I'm surprised he had enough time to become the leading authority on reparations for slave descendants, what with him having to be a physicist and a medical professional.
Posted by Jonathan :: :: :: Jul 28, 2003 06:03pm
I stumbled across your site tonight and found this discussion amusing. I believe that everyone has the right to discuss anything and that uninformed discussion is often the starting place for learning. If I had to be an expert before I started my journey of discovery on any topic, I could never begin.

As for the name calling, or even the inference that you or your peers or even your ancestors might be racists, this shows the kind of intolerance that would immediately be lambasted were it the other way round. Just because someone or their section of the community has been wronged, why does it give them the right to be offensive and abusive to me?

If you seek justice, then always be just.
If you want to be accepted, then practice acceptance by accepting me.
If you seek equality, then treat me as an equal.
If you want to be respected, then respect me.

Jonathan
Posted by Ryland F :: :: :: Aug 05, 2003 12:30pm
Im another ryland, found your site by searching for my name... forward this to the ingrate.

I am against the compensation, i think it is bullshit to ask the descendants of dead people (who were not minors) to be responsible for past heritage crimes. that would be like suing Ryland for his mom and dad having a car accident and killing your parents. GET OVER IT, I'm not racist by any means, but this sort of extensive leeching of the system is what causes to further racism. I HATE when black people accuse me of my ancestors crimes, I have black, hispanic, mexican, and latino friends. But people who throw those accusations about as a stereo-typical ignorance, You want a good stereo type, you are the same person who sits at home on welfare and finds reasons to not go back to work by leeching off the social services, food stamps and when those checks get slim because everyone else joined your bandwagon, you look for a new way to suck blood from this great nations financial turnip. These systems of aid and enabling the public to better themselves with taxpayers funds are excellent, and they are your right to use, but if they are not enough, get over it, I always thought the best compensation for african americans or anyone wanting compensation for my slave holding ancestors actions, is a plane ticket back to your respective "homeland". if you don't want to because this country is "better" for you, then your compensation is the right to stay here and live a better life for your family.
Posted by Tony :: :: :: Mar 02, 2004 06:30pm
I want to know about this 600 years figure. I've heard it before, and I understand that Americans weren't the only ones usign Africans as slaves, but for the purposes of reparations paid out by the US government, it seems to me that no more that 228 years of oppression could possibly be attributed to the United States, given that there was no such thing before 1776. Furthermore, slavery was outlawed in 1862, giving you a scant 86 years of slavery. And I doubt you can find a culture that can't come up with that kind of number in its history. Hell, even the Britons were under the Roman thumb for decades. Tell you what. You want a culture that deserves sympathy? Go look at homosexuals. They have been oppressed, beaten, lynched, burned, and generally murdered at least since the existence of Christianity, and before then were often enslaved for the sexual enjoyment of depraved nobles and leaders. And they're still working for equality today. Sure, a lot of people may still be stupid asses that are biased against African-Americans, but it's been a lot longer since the papers carried a black man in a tree than a homosexual in a ditch.

If you feel the need to inflate your numbers for sympathy, you're fighting the less important fight.
Posted by Kevin Frederiksen :: :: :: Mar 03, 2004 10:46am
You are quite correct about the slavery issue. We were subjects of the British crown until 1776, and so the Brits Spanish, French, and Dutch should also take the blame as they all had colonial empires in the Americas until then.
Yes, homosexuals have been repressed, murdered, etc. since the Hebrew Bible became the law of the Jews. Prior to that, it was no big deal. In fact, Alexander the Great traveled with his own "Boy Toy", and nobody blinked an eye. He did have a son with the Princess of Persha, but that was a political marriage. Even the noble Caesers of Rome, were switch-hitters, and it was thought preferable to experience everything you could at least once. I guess so you could say "Been there, done that, got the toga..."
Back to that reparation thing to blacks, I don't think so. The black community has had 40 years of lopsided law in favor of them, and I think they should use that to pull themselves even with the rest of society, or surpass us. So far, for the majority of blacks, that has not been enough. I say "The tools are there within your grasp. We can't be held responsible if you don't use them, or abuse them..."
As far as homosexuals, It's nobody's business but their own. It sould not be the business of the Federal government.